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perkyshadowgirl, [info - personal] perkyshadowgirl, and [info - insanejournal.com] perkyshadowgirl are all me, and they are all 85% - 95% friendslocked. Comment here if you want to join the livejournal party.

A bit about me:

I'm an obsessive-compulsive, bipolar, depressed 20-something year old girl who gets off on flailing about her flavour of the month. The flavour is usually media based, and is likely all encompassing - a vague sort of half love for Zachary Quinto spawned into an epic love and desire for all things Trek, for example.

I tend to lose coherency somewhere through entries that are littered with shout outs to random people and jokes that you might not understand.

I'm not terribly good about updating.

And I abuse the customlock feature.

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Still want to know what's going on in the coolkids club? You sure? :P


This entry has multiple meanings.

Number 1, probably the most relevant: We are moving tomorrow. For those who haven't heard the whole story, it's long, it's complicated, I don't know if I've posted it anywhere to link to here, I'm too lazy to check, blah blah blah, but it involves my mother selling our house back in March, us moving out in June to the tiny little 3 bedroom cottage (mom's side). We purchased my Granny's house (dad's side) but we had to wait for her to move out before we could move in, and in order for her to do that, she had to build her new house first. They moved all their shit out about a week ago, so we can start the process now. I could be there (on my own) as soon as Sunday. The rest of my family will probably be joining me by the end of the month.

Number 2, also relevant: in light of recent changes to livejournal (I am still too lazy to link - check out news) I've decide the time is ripe for a full move over to dreamwidth. My paid account at LJ has finally expired, so I'm not leaving anything behind. And honestly, after that fuck up with the importing nonsense that happened last year, this account it a lot cleaner and easier to navigate.

In theory, I should still be able to see all of your guys' entries on my flist, and you do not need to get another account in order to leave comments over here. I'll still crosspost for a while, but [personal profile] perkyshadowgirl is going to start to be my primary posting site, if that makes sense.

I think I have a couple of invite codes kicking around if anyone wants to use something other than Open ID to comment.

Annnd... that's it. I think. Let's see how this goes in the crosspost...

Btw? I'm using dreamwidth now. You can find me at [personal profile] perkyshadowgirl. This particular entry is crossposted here and has comment count unavailable comments.
The short version of this story is that my dog passed away this weekend. The long version is under the cut.

I needed to get it out of my system.Collapse )

...There. Now I think I feel better.

Lack of Updates Apology...

*slips out of dauphinmare, offers a sheepish grin*

It's kind of funny, that I pretty much spend my life on livejournal these days, and yet have no idea what is going on with any of you over here. So I figured that I'd stop in and offer an apology.

I still love you guys. To bits. Really. But you know how I get with these things. Blinders, and the like. I sometimes forget that the world is still turning, and people are perhaps missing me, or wondering what I am up to. Seriously. I look at the date and go, "...really? Omg. I should look those people up."

So don't think my recent lack of attention is because I've lost interest in you. In my mind, the world has been put on hold, while I deal with this obsession. For whatever reason, I am of the mindset that if my DM obsession peters out, I will be able to come back and resume my life from the point where I left it.

Obviously, the real world doesn't exactly work that way.

To that end... I'm sorry that I haven't been around much. And I apologize that I have no intentions of changing that any time soon. I'm having way too much fun to even entertain stopping. But I am sorry if there's something going on that you want my attention for.

Therefore, I offer a compromise.

Email is being checked, literally, every 30 seconds. It's constantly open. While I don't have as much time for Real Time IMs as I used to, I will respond to emails. It might take me an hour and a half to do so, but I will reply. And I will keep up the conversation for as long as you'd like, answering questions, and generally flailing at you. Oh. Right. Unless you specify no RP talk, you will have to put up with a lot of flailing from me, as I will squeal about the brainiacs, or Sil/Ced, or SiN, or other things. You may have no idea what I'm talking about sometimes. There might be mangos. Or Christmas.

Anyway... I apologize again. I am going to try and backtrack through entries and make some replies today, because as I said - I love you guys. But if I don't make it around to something, I really am very sorry. Feel free to either hit me, or comment with stuff that I miss.

*slips back over to riverfell*
Don't really have the energy to explain.

Freak accident happened - entirely my fault. I got overexcited when I discovered... not the point.

New email address. Well, old email address. But it's the new one now.


perkyshadowgirl@gmail.com is no more. Again - freak accident. I don't have the energy to explain.

I complain and rant for a while. It's sad.Collapse )

I'm better now. Significantly. Once I got over the initial shock, I realized that it wasn't a big deal. And I've dealt with it as best I can. It's a comforting feeling.
I've posted this here right? it might be the cutest thing ever.

puppy heart :)

also, random question: are you really caring about someone if you're merely asking about their problems because you know they'll feel better if they tell you?

May. 7th, 2007

before you vote, please read the pros and consCollapse )
Poll #980673 Come September...

Come September, I should...

Live in residence at Carleton
Go to Carleton, but live at home.
Screw Carleton! You should go to Toronto!
Take a year off and work.
Poll #938722 ze end of ze world!

Who will take over the world first?

Stephen Harper
Definately the zombies. Why will no one listen to me?!
Why, I am of course! :)